难道爱上你真的是我的错吗？

曾经一直以为自己不懂得爱，也不会爱别人。从小就把自己封闭起来，不喜欢和人说话。直到遇见你。虽然我们相识于网络，可对你的感觉总是那么在意，你伤心，我也会伤心，你流泪，我也会流泪。你病了，我会担心你，你累了，我会心疼你。总之你的一切我都想知道，我不知道这是不是爱，但就是离不开你。

　　为了你，我可以失去任何人，为了你，我可以不择手段，为了你，我任凭她们骂我是坏人。为了你，我什么都不在乎，只要你开心，只要你快乐。我想这就是爱吧。爱不就是要包容他的一切吗？你的好，你的坏，你的笑，你的泪，我都想知道，我都想了解。

　　每当月色降临，我都会不停的思念你。想着你的好安然入睡。想着你的笑走入梦境。每天第一件事一定是先去看你。如果看不到你，我会很伤心，很难过。你知道吗？我很喜欢你。喜欢和你在一起的感觉。那样的甜蜜，那样的温馨。那样的幸福，那样的快乐。只要和你在一起，什么烦恼都会烟消云散。只要和你在一起，哪怕只有一秒钟，我也心甘情愿。喜欢和你聊天。喜欢和你谈心。

　　可是，这一切都只是我自作多情而已，我再也不会得到你的爱了，因为你始终都不爱我。爱这个字说起来容易，做起来却好难呀。

　　为什么别人都可以爱，可以想，我却不可以。我爱你了。别人说我坏，我想你了，别人说我狠。我去看你，别人说我有心机，我和你说话，别人说我有手段，为什么？为什么她们都可以爱。我不能呢？我喜欢你。我可以不烦你，只是看看你就好了，为什么看看你都不行呢？

　　难道爱上你也是我的错吗？为什么老天如此不公平。我到底做错了什么呀？我只想好好的爱一个人。好好的祝福他。难道这都不可以吗？难道这也是我的错吗？如果爱上你注定是一个错误，那么，我也愿意大错特错。可是，我好冤，你知道吗？我从没有想过要伤害你，可当我满怀欣喜的爱上你时却被别人说成坏蛋。她们说我是林黛玉，眼泪多，心机多。可她们谁又知道。谁又看见我哭的时候呢？

　　每当夜晚。我都会想起你。想起我们聊天的情景。我的泪就会止不住的往下掉，就像那首歌【曾经爱过你】。你能看见我留在屏幕上的字，却看不到我滴在键盘上的泪。是呀，你能看得见我的泪吗？

　　爱上你，我不后悔，我只希望你能幸福快乐，这就是我最大的心愿了，别人说什么，对我来说已经不重要了，我只在乎你是不是真的幸福了。那才应该是我关心的事，爱一个人没有错，错过了，那就是一辈子，我会永远为你祝福。希望你过得比我好。

　　我想告诉你，我不会再做手术了。也不会再吃药了，我会静静的等死。如果有一天你突然想起我。那么就请你为我祈祷吧。祈祷我可以早日上天堂。因为我不想做孤魂野鬼。

　　可是，世上还有谁愿意爱我呢？这样的身体，这样的我，一个自私自利的人，还有谁会喜欢我？算了，一切都过去了，错过就是一辈子，我会好的，真的，我真的会好的，我相信自己是好人，好人一定会有好报。

　　其实，其实如果真的可以离开，那也是对我最好的解脱了。因为我该做的已经都做完了。我身体的瘤子迟早会癌变，它们一样会把我送到天堂。我也一样会离开。

　　有一句话说的好。人之将死其言也善。也许说的就是我吧，在离开之前，我会原谅所有伤害过我的人，我也希望所有被我伤害过的人可以原谅我，饶恕是一种美德，我可以说，我有这样的美德，如果我真的离开了。那么我也可以安息了。世上没有人和事可以十全十美。但惟独美德可以做到。我真的做到了。

　　爱上你我没有错，我也是有血有肉的人，为什么别人可以爱你，我不可以？我已经不在乎了，面对身体里的小家伙，我已经不再恐惧和害怕，我只希望它们快快长大，让我可以早早的离开。那样身体上的折磨和心灵上的伤害都可以解脱了............

Does True Love Exist?

Do you believe in love? Are you and your girlfriend/boyfriend truly in love? With teenager’s hormones always on overdrive, many misinterpret the word love. The question of whether true love really exists cannot be answered, without clarifying what true love really is, but the honest truth is, teenagers don’t really know what true love is. Love requires a commitment, and I’m quite sure 13 and 14 year olds aren’t ready for commitment.

You love your animals, you love your parent’s, and you love your t-shirt. Love is like a hat, you feel warm in it, and you like how it looks, but when it gets old, you throw it out, or when a new hat comes out, you want it.

From Taylor Swift and Joe Jonas to Miley Cyrus and Nick Jonas, these celebrities are even young adults and they supposedly ‘loved’ each other, but then why is it that it didn’t last? Are we simply fooling ourselves over boredom and loneliness, or is love just a trend running through schools today?

And then you look in these magazines and on TV, do you know how many couples break up over work and cheating, the likely hood of getting married from teenage hood is low, and we just need to face reality.

In my opinion, we shouldn’t be caring about whose dating who, and who’s hot and whose not. We should be enjoying life, and being young. You only get to be a child once, and you shouldn’t just give love away like an article of clothing.

Yes, young love has happened, and can be true. But you have to ask yourself, is your love puppy love or real love. Young love is running in our society today, and it is not always bad. But people need to start realizing that there are more important things in life, then dating the popular guy in high school, enjoy your childhood, because before you know it, you are going to be a adult, and you can’t go back, it’s not the end of the world, if you pay attention to your school grades and not on boys or girls. There’s plenty of time to find true love, and teenagers are getting too caught up.

Maybe if teenagers today started focusing and loving themselves, they’d be a happier and more successful person. And eventually instead of them looking for love, true love will finally reach them.

I just think , that teenagers are growing up so fast, and they think they know what true love is, but the fact is, they really don't know.

Every Girl Deserve This Once In A Life Time~

Maybe a lot of people might say that i am crazy over getting married but actually NO. When i listen to this song i'll always remember and forever stick it in my head about my family incident. Mostly, this song make me have the courage to get into a relationship again.
EVERY GIRL DESERVE THIS ONCE IN A LIFE TIME
I want to have this song on my wedding. But i don't think i'll remember this song after a very long time. I am still a teenager. A girl that doesn't know anything and always been protected by my dad. I hope everything that came to me will stay permanently. Not only love, my study, my everything and mostly my family and also HIM.
I wanna look beautiful in white. Because my aunt say the moment when a girl look obviously beautiful is when she wore her weeding dress and married to someone who she love so much. I hope i can find someone who will love me truly in the future not because i have wealth or my appearance but because he wan to live this life with me.

P/S: To all girls this is a comment i get from a reader

It made me cry.. I never wanted to get married but it made me realize how blessed I would be if that happens by Ssejea 

I'm gonna be in white :D by MrLoveVio